Sixth Post-Final Project Post

Since taking control of my emotions I have been able to begin rebuilding relationships and become more optimistic. Though rare, I still think back on what I've done in the past and am deeply ashamed.* Every day I think about it less and less and I believe I have finally began to feel like my old self, even if it's not outwardly apparent.

*I have not written any of the specific events I have done in these bits of rage as I would rather not delve into it

Fifth Post

In eighth grade I began to act to correct my violent tendencies. I sought out various anger management techniques and put them into action through trial and error until I found one that worked for me. I found that by focusing upon music, any music, I could keep myself under control much easier. During this though instead of anger I began to sink into a wallowing depression over the guilt of what I had done throughout my life.

Fourth Post

I believe that to truly understand why I devolved to the point at which I had with rage my circumstances throughout this time of my life need to be explored more.

I have never truly been very sociable, preferring a good book or instead of the company of others. Until sixth grade I had been awkward among most, yet I had been able to cultivate multiple friends. Unfortunately, due to various events including the change to a new school, my friends moving away, or else otherwise loosing contact I became progressively more isolated until falling in with some who would tolerate my presence. These people I had realized were not truly my friends, yet I chose them over the alternative of isolation. As such sixth grade was a variable hell for me whether due to the decaying facility of Scott County Middle School, or the verbal abuse I was subjected to on a daily basis from my "friends".

Third Post

Around the age of six or seven I began to play football on various teems in the community football leagues that persist around Georgetown. Though never on any particularly great teams throughout these years I nevertheless grew angrier progressively having rage invade my daily thoughts. I constantly thought that this was good, that this would elevate me in rank among my fellows on the team. I was able to accomplish this on each team I had joined and had been one of the top three players in each team I had participated in. Eventually I reached the apex of these horrid changes around eighth grade when I realized that I had issues with the way my life was going and consequently sought out change.

Second Post

Throughout my life I have had several changes of perspective; as such my musical preferences have changed as well. Thus there will be little to no connection between my song choice in genre or even time period.

I began like most children as exceedingly optimistic. I cared for many openly and was able to share my views very openly without fear of persecution for what would come out of my mouth.

First Post

Finally decided to add to this. I realize that my life may not in fact be all that interesting and so thank you for reading this blog. Apart from the standard assignment I shall post various things that I have found interresting from across the internet as well.
Obligatory photo of me: